HATE YOU BUT MISS YOU TOO

This was happent a few years ago,when I was in the nursing school…
I used to have everything, love, feeling, joy,and freedom, until one day someone is took all away what I had…
And right now I have nothing left,
Is’s so hard to breath event thought I’m still can smile, there is only one thing make me keep stronger than I thoughth is the memories and the day we spent together.
But I do realize that is no use to remember all those stupid love that you said to me. Cann’t believe…… but it’s real…..you are gone…….
I was cry….. i immediately gave myself a punch to see whether it was just a dream,and it did hurt…………….
Why??? I keep asking my self why??? Until now I don’t know the reason why you are going away from me….you don’t love me anymore…yup maybe or you love someone else more….yup but what is the different…..??
Although I still had no idea about what I had gone through……. I will keep to smile…

I won’t cry anymore it will waste my time… I know this is unforgotten experience…
But I will try to forget what in past…by evier